why don’t you just go have sex with your new hook-up i mean boyfriend.. and I dunno when a person says they’re going to watch movies til they fall asleep and if they post something that say they’re tired.. they kinda want to be left alone. OKAY? shesh.
I just wish that maybe since I can’t be the girl for you. Maybe you could be my first guy best friend that umm maybe actually stays? Cause your sister and my ‘brother’ are pretty close and I believe they could actually get married one day, so it’d be a waist for it to be awkward between us.
My wish is that you’d be happy. I know that you’ve been upset with girls in the past but if she can make you happy then maybe thats all that matters.
Dude…if you’re going to apologize at least give me a better reason than “Because I’m an asshole” I actually want to know point blank. WHY?… why are you an asshole? WHAT did you do? and also WHERE the hell this came from because I haven’t spoken to you in since February. SOOOOOO.. um yeah. Real Apology now, go.
and don’t start off with “i think I owe you an apology..” You owe me an apology for leading me on and believing what you said was real. I never thought anything of us.. till you said “I’ll be waiting you know that right?”
and btw why the hell can’t you just text me? Is it really that hard?
I don’t know why I’m still so obsessed with you. I really don’t. Maybe its because you said you’d wait for me? Because you said that maybe you’d come down for my graduation.. and I was kinda already in the mind-set that we’d be talking for at least 6 months.
“If he has a girlfriend Princess you need to move on.. focus on the time you have left here in Florida with your friends..”
I want to move on. I want to not hate you. I want to not miss you but I can’t. You aren’t the cutest guy.. but compared to the ones I’ve liked/dated you’re at least higher up.
And the thing is I’ve never met someone more like me. Regin’s sweet 16. We were dancing together. Maybe you just used me to get over someone and maybe thats how I first viewed us but then as I left NY i had my heart set that there was actual possible significant other waiting for me.
I miss you a lot. I really do. I SHOULD be over you. Just like every guy. I always hang on for to long, but I’m letting it all out now. So when i get to NY i won’t have to say anything cause I’ve already said everything I needed to say.
I had a great day and then THAT killed me…
Don’t get me wrong I really do I want to invite you and your fam to my graduation.
I know your sister is at a maybe.. and I want you to come I do. I want to invite you. I want you to stay over. But the thing is.. I’m sure we’ll talk, I mean its my graduation day a celebration. Your family and mine are going to be close whether we like it or not. Because your sister and my cousin are GOING to get married ( eventually)
I miss you. I want to talk to you. I want to hit you up and say ‘Hey’ last time you got your phone taken away (I assumed) so I’m guessing thats why you didn’t text back.
Can’t you see?
Apparently not. Its not that I still like you, thats not even it… its just I still want us to be friends.
If I wanted to talk I’ll say something. Usually I just need help from one person and that usually someone who knows OF my school but barley anyone in it. A person who knows me and knows the Biblical aspect of things. The one person who helps lead me to the right verses and helps direct me in my path. Being a Pastor’s wife I guess it helps.
But other than that I do ‘complain’ a few people but those people I like hearing what they have to say because its either 1.) their input makes me feel better or 2.) I actually want their input.
A love that soars beyond heaven and earth,
There was this weird fuzzy feeling inside
Its written in the stars, they shine with worth.
I felt a rush of a tingly warmth collide
The sweet smile on my face never left it’s place.
Sparks in your eyes were brighter on that night
And I felt your arms give that tight embrace.
Some have their Princes, and you are my Knight
But an early flight; I wanted to stay
Drying my eyes, you gave your last reply.
Truth be told, it does sound a bit cliché,
We went our ways as we said our goodbye.
We long for when we can come face to face
It’s that day, I know that I’ve been replaced
Not to dis or offend anyone but personally I think I like being apart of my youth group Ignite (Apex) and my old group at BOC in NY because they’re original groups. Its different when a church expands and has maybe like 2 or 3 different campuses in one state & whatnot. Then to be one group under one name in several states. I dunno its just a thought.
Dummy pulls up next to me as I’m walking to my car
He says “OH whose car is better NOW”
“Um.. that isn’t your car!”
“SO! Whose car is better!”
“Abbys?..o.O”
“OH WHAT!”
“Loser”
“love you!”
“you’re still a loser.”
idiot… -_____-‘
